Carol♥

2011-12-20T20:39:00.002+08:00

Been a long time since I last blogged ! Spent my night yesterday reading my past posts and was laughing at the amount of grammar mistakes etc. which I made. I don't remember typing some of those post though :3 Indeed.. Time flies. Soon it will be another brand new year, where i will be facing new challenges. Wondering if I'm able to cope with the stress and workload etc. Really hope that I will be determined enough to work hard for the upcoming O's. What I'm most worried for should be my F&N coursework and practical exam. It will be so damn complicated and I will definitely panic during the practical exam as per usual. Have not even started on my holiday homework :C Stressed...

Carol♥

2011-05-31T08:47:00.002+08:00

It had been a really long time since i last blogged :3 So i gotcha update something at least uhh. Alright, i did badly for my MYE and I sort of gotta i-have-to-do-my-ultimate-best-for-my-EOY strength which doesn't last me for even 1 day (: Cool uhh? I'm being more and more despair each day.. WORST. Its the H.O.L.I.D.A.Y ! You don't expect me completing all my assignments or revise to catch up my studies during an HOLIDAY. Hmm.. I wish studying is my hobby somehow ); I suddenly have the urge that someone would forced me to study.. however i knew how it will ends up as that happened before when I was younger. Nothing gets into my brain when i was forced. I tried the "Organizing Your Task" method.. it doesn't work either ! Cause every second is my break time :X Studying is hard, but i enjoyed gaining knowledge and understanding the processes of normal things we does. But i really prefer to learning openly then flipping throughout stiff books and forcing yourself to memories every single word to gain marks in exams. Life is hard, studying is HARDER.

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Carol♥

2011-05-07T12:42:00.002+08:00

Hmm, I think Mid-year is soooo gonna turn me old :L I felt like my brain is going burst any second having to remember so many many many many THINGS ! Went out with Shuo, Ying, Hui yesterday and celebrated Xin's birthday. HAH i didn't expose you guy's full name ! xD I spent like hell the most. In eating i regretted :x In shopping I enjoyed ! :D Sadly, bought something that my brother doesn't really require. Maybe i don't really understand him that much :3 1st time over the years that i actually prepare a present for his birthday xD I think it's because he started working.. or maybe i think he grew more mature. LOL, Idk ! But, NCH... I would buy you something that you LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE TTM.. When i start working, hah :D

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Carol♥

2011-05-01T12:33:00.003+08:00

I'm so in love with Mr.Taxi -SNSD & LMFAO - Party Rock Anthem ft. Lauren Bennett, GoonRock. HAH, awesome songs ! (; Girl's Generation ftw :D

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Carol♥

2011-04-30T18:05:00.001+08:00

You didn't know that I have a blog, but i can easily trace down yours. Don't fool around kid (:

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Carol♥

2011-04-22T14:35:00.001+08:00

Fly me to P.A.R.I.S ♥

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Carol♥

2011-04-15T17:04:00.002+08:00

Sec 3 life was totally tiring. I still remember how i spent my time care freely during Sec 2 . How i missed those days.. Rather then now, every day i had to stay up till late at night to finish up assignments, worst still if there is tests. I assure you that during Sec 3, the amount of test is even much more then secondary 2. There's a need to continue studying, for the sake for my future. But i understand I'm not the study type, I'm more into realistic stuff rather then stiff books. But i can't change things right? All i could is try to catch up the pace and carry on with the life that everyone is living in.

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Carol♥

2011-04-08T20:34:00.001+08:00

I wish you would tell me all your secrets, even the girl that you like. So that I could keep them for you (:

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Carol♥

2011-04-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

Yeah right, I pissed you off cause I aren't going. In revenge, you pissed me off my whole day. Well done .

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Carol♥

2011-03-26T18:41:00.002+08:00

Mid-Year Coming soon :L I hasn't done any notes, revisions . Gosh, why is it that every time when I wanted to do well, I refuse to work for it. FFS, I have to wake up ! It's less then 4 weeks , the time getting lesser and lesser by each day. I already learn from so many past experience that last minute revisions doesn't help in anything at all, but why.can't.i.just.force.myself.to.study? URGH.

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Carol♥

2011-03-24T18:05:00.000+08:00

The only reason i changed, its because you changed. Get it?

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Carol♥

2011-03-14T10:13:00.002+08:00

March holiday now. Tons of homework and group works. How nice of my teachers<3 Unlucky me D: Sick for 2 days, feeling so sleepily. Been avoiding to go out with my friends, afraid that i will spread the virus to them ): I love my holiday, so so much );

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Carol♥

2011-03-09T16:46:00.002+08:00

I just realized i didn't blog for many days. Had been busy recently.. meaninglessly.
Got so tense out to found out that Mid-year is coming so damn fast when to me Common test seems like it just ended yesterday. Bitter 1st or sweet 1st, its hard to pick . I can easily be motivated.. and demotivated too. One second i felt everything is going well, the next moment.. Its all upside down. Why must life be so complicated? We was told to think about our future, our plans. But the obstacles current is really to tough to overcome. I dare not think, i dare not dream. I just want to pass this.. just cope over with it. Everything else can come after that.... right?

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Carol♥

2011-03-05T14:03:00.002+08:00

Eating Strawberries Now♥ Just came back from tuition, so bored D: I found out that everyday i would have something that i really want to accomplish. If i manage to do it, i somehow gains some confidence from it. Whereas, if i failed to accomplish it, I totally lost trust in myself. Broken promises made to yourself, isn't really gonna help you in anything. Believe me, that's my lesson for today xD

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Carol♥

2011-03-04T18:38:00.002+08:00

I didn't manage to get any more A ._. Sadly, failed both of my F&N class test.. Overall, it will appear as 33marks [F9] in my report book :I Thats means.. damn lots of red strikes , FML.

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Carol♥

2011-03-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

Hahas, Miao Xia today sooo CUTE ! She guessed almost all the guys that we both know, just because she is curious about the six blanks i wrote. She made me feel so guilty not telling her. Sorry, it's not because i don't trust you. It's because of certain past events. Which make my totally lost trust on friends, so sorrryyyy D: Have the urge to share everything, tbh. But those incidents that happened in Sec 1 , 2 and even 3 , really makes me felt so.. cui. Once bitten, twice shy. Third time.. Sorry, I DON'T WANT A THIRD TIME T-T

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Carol♥

2011-02-28T15:34:00.003+08:00

Was looking forward to get back the rest of my common test papers today. In the end? Got back none T-T All teachers were too busy to mark the papers :I Have the urge to know whether i have reached my goal D: Tmr, will be having Mother Tongue Oral T-T I don't really know how to speak fluent MT or how to elaborate the picture. Gonna be so dead tmr D:

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Carol♥

2011-02-27T15:48:00.002+08:00

Looking forward on getting back the rest of my Common Test papers. But haven Oral at Tuesday, yet aren't prepared yet. Feeling so lost now. Don't even bother to do my homework D: What am I thinking .

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Carol♥

2011-02-24T20:09:00.003+08:00

PRICKLY (: Remember our yue ding? I got back one paper today , and one A :( Though it isn't the A that i wanted T-T But i did my best , so two more to go ^^ Hahas, goodluck to you also ! Hope we could all reach our goals =D I don't have to start thinking of any punishment for you as for now.. right? xD JiaYou Prickly ! Hearts You TTM (:

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Carol♥

2011-02-23T21:34:00.003+08:00

Recently , there's a lot of my friend falling sick D: I think sooner or later, I will too. Feeling so unwell T-T Tmr is the last paper, Chinese uh? Nothing to study about. I wish all my friends good luck in their CT results (: And, GODY U BLESSED ME BEFORE IT RIGHT? :I

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Carol♥

2011-02-19T18:01:00.002+08:00

Was late for tuition today again :I Been wasting my time for the whole day, don't really feel like studying T-T But there's always the fear of falling , for losing. For being the worse, if you don't reach for it. I tried, to work hard. But once i fall, i gave up. That's me. I kept reminding myself to work for it... It's easy to say, right?

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Carol ♥

2011-02-18T18:25:00.002+08:00

Got back my 2nd math test yesterday and i was shocked that i PASSED. Miracle :l Specially thanks to, Hui Lin, Jie Ying, Yun Shuo and Liang Zhi (: Ty for teaching me maths xD It took me about 2 days to understand you guys though :x I might be slow , hah. But i going to try working hard for this common test as TJY finalized to me that this might be the most easiest common test ever. 1st, the time is so short. 2nd, all you need to have is common knowledge. Lastly, Only chemistry and physic needs some special attention ! =D So kinda gained confidence. Btw, today motivational talk is awesome ! Compared to those others.. only with slides and words. Hah ! Gody, wish me goodluck in ALL my CT1 paper . Tyvm ^^

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Carol♥

2011-02-16T17:51:00.003+08:00

Common test starting next week :L I don't really understand all my subjects. Especially Math T-T But something that surprise me is that this coming common test seems so different compared to last year. Shorter time, different format and lessons gonna continue after the common test D: Tmr I'm having Chemistry and Physic tests too. Gody, wish me goodluck (:

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Carol♥

2011-02-15T17:43:00.000+08:00

I hate my dad.

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Carol♥

2011-02-13T15:00:00.003+08:00

Valentines Day is coming (: Have you prepared your cards, boxes of chocolates or some beautiful red roses to give them out during Valentines Day? xD If you haven't done so , that simply means that there is no one in your heart D: But, you can give it to your best friends instead (: Followed by a big hug and say "Happy Valentines Day" . Hope you guys would enjoy yourself during Valentines ! (:

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Carol♥

2011-01-29T13:37:00.002+08:00

It's the fourth week of School and I had already failed 2 tests, My Geography and Maths T-T I just can't memories those things. :I I wanted a better memory to contain those texts, God help me D:

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Carol♥

2011-01-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

Overslept continuously for two days :I Once woken up wasted an hour eating. And i dragged myself to do my homework. Didn't even studied for my physic test yet, after so many delays and postpones. I can't even work hard for once T-T Currently forcing myself on Chemistry papers. GodBlessMe :I

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Carol♥

2011-01-23T17:15:00.002+08:00

Homework and tests make me suffocate , I really miss the time during holiday.. Where i just woke up and let time pass by me without bothering. But now, i have to rush for my time. Time isn't enough for me FGS D: So long didn't update, totally out of ideas. Cya guys, If you read this. TAG ME! (:

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Carol♥

2011-01-12T16:07:00.002+08:00

School started for 1 week and homework is like tons :I Now something for my to be happy is that I'm going have a Sec 3 Camp next Week ! =D Kind of excited, but if I'm not wrong it's the same venue where i had my P4 Camp ._. Changi Coast Adventure Centre . They gave us a packing list and it's like 25 compulsory items -_- Going have to buy about 5 to 6 items which is gonna cost me..... kinda lot. T-T Have been spending money on buying the left over books & file. And now! Again... At least right now I get to buy for my Camp ! (: Ahh.. I missed out a few games during P4 camp and I'm not gonna miss it again! >:) I hope i will really enjoy myself , but something bad will happen to me each time i get to excited over something. When I was is primary school, told that we were going to the bird park and there is penguin over there! I got so excited, bought everything and prepared like 3 days earlier. In the end I fall sick.. FML Totally. Gosh, I wish this camp will be fun, exciting and bounding! To all my Sec 3 friends too, I hope you will enjoy the camp ! xD

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Carol♥

2011-01-07T19:04:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was CCA Open house, kinda fresh & new to me. 1st time helping out, but as usual... Bored. Today stayed until 6.30pm to help out in Class deocrations + CCA ! Gosh, I was so tired for the whole week. And when it come to friday .. I suddenly felt relax and stress-less xD I spent time updating blog kay.. :) Anyway , I still misses you alot Maddie D:

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Carol♥

2011-01-05T20:28:00.003+08:00

D: Today is almost as boring as yesterday. I only enjoy the last lesson, Physic! Oh my :( I felt so hard to adsorb those lessons T-T I really felt so tired.... 1st day no homework . 2nd day 1 homework ._. Lucky or unlucky i don't know? D: My teachers are mostly those who will chase for your homework... Felt so stress up. Tmr going to have F&N , I'm concern whether my teacher will come to my class for banding ._. I told most of my friend that because I'm the only one taking F&N in my class. What if the teacher didn't come to ask for hers/his students? D: The best is i hope the F&N class will be at my form class.. That will be the best thing ever... D:

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Carol♥

2011-01-04T19:54:00.003+08:00

Today is the first day of school.. And I'm so disappointed and tired D: I gotten teachers i hate as my subject teachers. I can't get to sit with my friends. And its either I don't have a seat mate or my seat mate is mute. They just don't talk D: I felt so sleepy throughout the introduction of every subject teacher. Tmr, most of the subjects will be starting. And no excuses is allowed if you ever forgets to bring your books D: Typing and eating my dinner now.. I Miss you Maddie, Sparkle, heaven, Tard, Roller D: I miss habbo life.. Having headache again and I'm feeling so sleepy D:

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Carol♥

2011-01-01T19:01:00.002+08:00

Today Is a brand new day (: Yet homework not done :I I'm so jealous, most of my friends already completed :3 Ehh, can mail the answer to my home? D: Trouble Trouble Trouble~ Day.... T-T I wish all the teacher kana STM. Then forgot school reopen.. All never go back school ^^ Hah.. right that's only what i wish D:

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Carol♥

2010-12-31T15:28:00.002+08:00

I don't want to do my homework D: Went back to LMS, looked through the names of people in my class for 2011. That kind of feeling of being the only one taking F&N Came back. The loneliness, frightfulness D: Even thought I'm in 3E4. It isn't the worst class tbh. It's still competitive D: I just know I have to study hard... I just think that I have to quit slacking. But I didn't show, I didn't work, I didn't bother to even try. WTF AM I THINKING. Idk T-T All I know is, If I'm still going treat my studies for fun. I'm going to really suffer in Secondary 4. Decided to quit playing computer games as it's pretty useless. Totally made up my mind of quitting.. so not gonna regret. Going miss my friend terribly D: I Love You Guys (: But the thing i needed now is support , a hand to guide me for the right path. And I know you will always be there for me (:

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Carol♥

2010-12-30T19:59:00.003+08:00

This post is for Scarlett ! =D Okay, I'm very happy to meet her in Habbo. I found a lot of similarity about out attitude towards certain things. And I think we are fated to meet each other. Hah xD Indeed lar... We share the common experiences no matter sweet or sour (: And we hate hypocrites LOL. Anywayss.. Scarlett & Hearty ILY♥

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Carol♥

2010-12-26T11:26:00.002+08:00

FML, My Internet broke down... The whole day of Christmas T.T Sorry habbo friends D= Didn't manage to wish you guys... Belated Merry Christmas? :)

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Carol♥

2010-12-23T13:51:00.003+08:00

Christmas is coming! =D Everyone should be very excited awaiting for it to arrive XD
Honestly, I don't celebrate Christmas. Not at all.. But I just don't know why I'm kinda excited too XD Anyway... Advance Merry Christmas Taggers ! =D Hope that you have fun celebrating Xmas with your loved ones =D

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Carol♥

2010-12-22T20:40:00.002+08:00

D= School is going to reopen ... And I promise to like, study well for my next year .
So gonna Miss my habbo friends, But I won't regret =D One year will be fast right? Next year holiday I'm going to be back (I hope so) . So don't worry =) Heaven & Ling Jing Enjoy your Trip ! Ily Guys♥

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Carol♥

2010-12-14T21:48:00.003+08:00

Habbo the holiday :) Hooyeah..... Met , Maddie, Felicia, Qazer, Eric, Boo, Sora... and many many peop ;) You guys are aweasome ! Last but not least.. Maddie ILY and thank you so much for the Xmas Pressie :)
Guys, happy holiday ! :D

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Carol♥

2010-11-16T21:43:00.001+08:00

Angela & Jie Ying , WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE =D

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Carol♥

2010-10-29T19:48:00.002+08:00

Had a great time with Angela today :) We went to places.. which kinda I rarely go at my age. Erm, please don't any how think. Hahas! We went to causeway (pretty bored with that place)but miracle ! We had fun :) We went to visit furniture shops >< I just can't resist myself to look at those sofas and beds ! I have a full idea how i wanted to transform my room into and all I need was financial support. < LOL Anyway, I'm going to support myself with that. Perhaps I though too far.. Now .. let's continue focusing.. focusing on... Playing duh.. Holiday.. Just make time slow down would you? Enjoy your holiday my friends and taggers ! Smile, Smile & Smile !

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Carol♥

2010-10-22T15:01:00.002+08:00

Good things just don't last long. Only good memories does. :( Things are back to how they are... AND I DON'T LIKE IT ! Cause.... Holidays are coming... Hais... What did I do wrong ! I didn't break promise cause i made none. I didn't lie, I didn't blame anyone. What more should i do? I apologized because I don't want our friendship to end! But you choose to ignore.. my text.. everything. Because you choose to be back, to gain your position. To be the only one to make people around you smile. I know I'm not a threat to you... But I really don't understand what you are thinking, not any more. Did you really regret anyway? Or it's just what you said to make me think so. Maybe it was me, my fault. I really hope that things can maintain like this now. Don't look back again okay? Believe that you did the right thing to ignore me, trust that you make the right choice. Because the person with you right now, truly is able to accept who you are, and she is willing to scarifies everything. Cherish her, don't regret anymore.

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Carol♥

2010-10-20T14:33:00.002+08:00

EOY is over ! =D HuRrAY... But.... I did badly for my results :( So I don't think i would every be able to enjoy myself. I wanted to go 3E1, then i changed my mind to go 3E2... Now, i just hope I could get into 3E3. Hahas... I hope i can do more well in my studies =D Wish Me Luck Taggers ! Enjoy Yar Day ^^

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Carol♥

2010-10-03T12:29:00.002+08:00

I don't care how you think how you feel and what the hell you say. Because it's your mouth not my. And let me tell you this, Whatever things you said is not going to affect me. Trust me. So if you know you are wasting your time on something that is not worth, stop it. You totally fit in my dictionary. Let be grand you a word, BITCH.

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Carol♥

2010-10-02T15:58:00.001+08:00

OMG I'm so happy ! Thank You Everyone who wished me "Happy Birthday" =D I really appreciate that ^^ I hope you guys would enjoy your day too (:

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Carol♥

2010-10-01T15:35:00.002+08:00

It's a gift (: I found a lot of my primary School friends today! Such a good Advance Birthday gift ^^ All of them change a lot leh. I use to remember how we fight, then i found it very funny. Now I still quarrels with my friends, but in a much more mature way... Anyway GLAD TO FIND YOU GUYS BACK =D Happy Children Day xP

2010-09-30T22:16:00.002+08:00

Isn't this simply beautiful (: I ♥ Tiffany ! SNSD FOREVER ! Stay happy taggers !

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Carol♥

2010-09-22T15:26:00.002+08:00

Having a positive mindset really is very important i realized. If you keep on thinking negatively you will have bad mood and tends to make the wrong decision. You would regret it of course ! So think positively everyday, tell yourself its a new day, there will be a new story for you to explore and make yourself stay cheerful! Most important, make your friends around you happy too ! :D As usual, Taggers Stay cheerful! (:

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Carol♥

2010-09-20T17:52:00.004+08:00

I never knew that you had been secretly reading my blog ... Anyway, let's forget it. I promised myself a lot of things. And today, i promised to myself that I will never ever live for someone no matter how close we are. I won't try to hide being together with my friends/best friends enemy, I won't hate them even thought my friends does, I will not neglect them like what other did. Because It HURTS. Words can't make you feel it. Maybe someone has repeatably said a million times what you did to them is very hurtful, but you will NEVER feel the pain. You will NEVER get to understand the feeling of being neglected and hated. You would just replied them " Didn't I said Sorry already?" And that would just make the situation worst. Living for someone else is just like being their puppets, laugh when their joke isn't funny, do whatever they did, agree to all their request, ignore the person they hate, do silly thing to make them laugh (which they don't bother). You changed, you no longer dare to hate, not her eventually.

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Carol♥

2010-09-18T18:46:00.002+08:00

I hardly enjoy myself so much.. Lol, today was extremely fun ! All of us when kind of crazy though cause we can't control our laughter, not even now... Hahaha. I really do wish if i had saved more money ._. But no regrets ! I LOVE TODAY and I WOULD LOVE TMR AND TMR AND THE DAY AFTER TMR TMR. (: So Taggers, spend your day well and SMILE! ^^

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Carol♥

2010-09-05T17:36:00.003+08:00

Today was awesome ! =D Did everyone enjoy their day too? I hope you did! Feeling so carefree right now cause there aren't school tomorrow... I hope the one week break will be maintaining like today, and carry on everyday! Lastly, Stay happy taggers and enjoy yourself (:

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Carol♥

2010-09-04T16:24:00.004+08:00

I should have a math test today, but because my math teacher is very busy recently (that's what he said) he has forgotten to take the papers with him! And I WAS SO HAPPY. =D Hahas, so today is fine, fun and exciting as a lot of thing happened... Positive things (: EOY, is really really extremely near.. and that's why I'm kind of feeling very troubled recently. Totally no mood to study ! Gosh. I don't even feel like touching those books ... Anyway, I will try to make this one week break useful (Playing?) for me. Hah! That's all for today, stay cheerful taggers ^^

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Carol♥

2010-09-01T14:17:00.005+08:00

Nothing much to blog about today... So Taggers, Enjoy your day ! (:

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Carol♥

2010-08-31T18:43:00.002+08:00

Back after a long long break. Anyway, I'm very determined to work hard for my EOY this time. As many things had changed and I don't think I can do anything to it . So I MUST really focus on my study rather then thinking all sorts of irrelevant things everyday. No matter how hurt I was, no matter what mistakes i did. Let it be the past and warn me not to ever repeat it again. Time had changed, currently my only goal is to work hard, to get to a better class. Sometimes really, I can't stop myself to remember how much fun we have doing things together. (: Thanks for those happy memories, I really enjoy seeing your smile everyday now. So stay cheerful and be happy always ! ^^

Carol♥

2010-07-24T13:15:00.002+08:00

I'ma Back ! :) Thanks for tagging and supporting :D Recently is very worried about tests results. I haven get back results for MT, English literature, Science, Math and Home Econ. I am most confident in my Home Econ, least confident in my Science. Because my Science teacher is changed to someone who can't even shout or control to class. Guess what? She did not bother it at all... She just continue teaching despite of the class being so noisy. That's why i could not really learn anything during the Science lesson. How am I gonna do well for my EOY? >< My class is now preparing a letter with the signature of the whole class to request for a change of our Science teacher. Honestly, I don't agreed about that, so I didn't sign at all :D What I only could say is "MAY GOD BLESS MY TESTS & EXAMS :D".

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Carol♥

2010-07-15T18:21:00.002+08:00

I'm back ! (; But back to say something not so positive. Hahas ! Is just that.. Hmm.. Each time somebody tells you something, just like let you know something which is not important. I wonder why must you say you never do that thing then say a negative impact of doing that thing when you know that the person you are talking to already said she had done it! I just think it is kind of rude to do so... Okay let me give an example. Here is two roles, Ah One & Ah Two.

Ah One : I just brought that nail polish sia.. So nice !

Ah Two : Oh.. That one arh? I never buy because i think cheap one will damage my nails.

See!? Ah Two rude right? That's what i mean... I'm that Ah one.. And always that Ah one... Lol.. Why sound so not nice.. That's all I'm updating today ! Byee Taggers ! (:

2010-06-05T19:05:00.005+08:00

I'm back ! Weeeeee~ Today's Topic :
I ♥ Girl's Generation (Snsd) ! Especially Tiffany & Jessica~
I ♥ their Songs ! Especially Star Star Star & Into The New World~
Their too perfect to be described ^^ (To Me)
Those who agreed Tagg Me ! (:
Hehe, short and simple to update !
.:MISSION CLEARED:.

2010-06-01T21:13:00.002+08:00

Hahas, being forced to update ! At least I'm willing to be forced (: Hmm.. Recently nothing much really happens.. Still need go back school for lessons even though it is a "holiday". Oh Yar! Someone asked me this similar question a few days ago and I found it pretty interesting so I will like to share this question with you.. "If you ever found out that the friend closest to you had been using you in order to ensure that he/she won't feel lonely, and when they found themselves a new friend, they uses all kinds of methods to make sure the their friend won't go near you nor make friends with you (kind of simply badmouth behind your back?), what will you do? I think this aren't a question for me but an answer my friend wanted for him/herself. In fact, i think this is a tough question.. Cause most people believes in friendships, yet how many people really believes in true friends? So think hard (;

2010-05-23T13:32:00.003+08:00

Everything seems so good after Exams ^^ Sleep, Eat & Play ! Nono.. That is pig's lifestyle, cannot snatch from them.. How about add a 'Shopping' behind? =D So perfect life, hmm.. Maybe after that I must chiong for My EOY, I didn't do really well in my MYE too, at least I'm happy that I didn't fail any subjects either (: This few days too tire, don't really have the mood to blog... hahas! In fact I do have some troubles too.. Honestly, if you meet one person that is selfish, who only care about him or herself.. you will feel very disappointed. Maybe the person don't like the way you do things, and don't like what you say, and think that you meant to offense them, also they dare to say it face to face to you. But, are they perfect? As if, they think that we like the things they do and the way they act? They like to be jealous, and love to complain, but when they really got the things they wanted they just don't cherish them. So whats the true point of complaining at first? Sometimes I really don't understand them...

2010-05-18T16:56:00.005+08:00

In no time the school will be celebrating Racial Harmony, I think that it is important to maintain harmony in a country so that fighting among religious will not occur. Not only so, being harmony, means that WE work together as a TEAM. I ♥ Racial Harmony ! That's why I totally agree on making friends with other religious =) Isn't that cool? To befriend with different people from all over the world! ~Lets be Harmony and stop being Racist~

2010-05-17T19:52:00.003+08:00

I regretted for telling her how i felt, it ends up that she is being involved with something that got nothing to do with her. Luckily, it made me feel much more better after reading her blog, she did the right thing to chose the right side. :)
I don't really know what emotion should i have now and I don't understand the situation.
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Truly, I hope that i could try to stay as happy as I can, to make you smile everyday. Yet knowing that there is so many people by your side, encouraging you, motivating you. All I could do is to promise myself not to ignore you. Honestly, I'm really happy that you had a true friendship and wish that it will never ends for you =) Somehow, I wish i had too.. Something that i could really treasure, and someone who will always be there for me regardless anything that is going to happen. And I mean someone that treasures our friendship too, I though I found the right person yet in turn out the other way. So i hope that one day I could find someone who truly can accept my attitude, and i promise I will accept hers too.

[ I'm referring to two different person, please to get the wrong idea ;) ]

2010-05-16T15:21:00.003+08:00

A True Friend Walks In When The Whole World Walks Out.

Whenever I'm feeling down, you are the ones by my side.
Whenever I wanted to cry, you are the ones cheering me up.
Whenever I'm lost, I knew you are the one I'm gonna call.
Because I knew, whatever gonna happen to me, you are the one that will always be there for me.

There's a million things i wanna say, before the time took it away.
I hope things could maintain the same, unless you walk away.
I knew I can't keep you forever, cause you gonna fulfill your dreams.
Thanks for all the motivation, and the listening ears you gave.

I will always remember the day when you walk into my world.
And silently add on colors, till it became better.
I promised that no matter what happens in the future, I will always be there by your side too.

This is a message that i hope to dedicate to my true friends who is always by my side, thanks for everything! =D Truly, I appreciated it very much. Sorry Sarah, I have no idea what to write for the title, so hope you don't mind (:

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2010-05-14T20:06:00.001+08:00

Waa.. Exam over!!! So happy =) Today stayed so long for NE meeting, most funny thing : Melvin kana selected to make dolls for NE activity. Sad for him, he was selected to help teacher in some important thing deh, only 4 people selected to go, but he today lucky lucky never go meeting... So replaced. Went home late, So Sorry Eileen!!! I was late.. Hehe =D But was fun going out with you, Hahas! Spent lots of time shopping.. Oh Yar! Don't eat too much ice-cream oh, bad for health! ;D Really, today i predicted is my happiest day of this week! WIPPEEEEEEE~ I LOVE EVERYBODY!!! =D

2010-05-08T15:33:00.002+08:00

Exam.. Stress.. Once i remember how bad i did last year, i though of working hard 100 times, but once i face my computer, i hope exam will come hundred years later. Human way of thinking, avoiding reality is the only way to overcome stress and fear. I'm a human and that is how i think too. God save me this once... Make me feel like studying please, i don't wish to cry the second time when i get back my report book this year. Help! D=

2010-05-03T20:32:00.003+08:00

Today, I see how my friend chiong to study... But i still no feeling. Still don't feel like studying. I think when i got bunch of homework, i feel stress and think that time is not enough then... I will complain! Lol.. I must work hard... Eek.. Sounds horrible... I must study.. Yeah! Study more.. If not maybe i should learn from Hui Lin. Tear out those difficult pages that are hard to memorize then burn it into a cup of water, then drink it all in one mouth. Perhaps that should work. Just scare that if i use that trick for MYE, I left no more for End of year. Hahas =D Lastly, for no reason...I wish those who are feeling down now to be happy and cheer up! =D

Carol♥

2010-05-02T19:50:00.002+08:00

Few days since my last post, i didn't really spend my time studying for mid year cause.. don't really have the mood too. Thinking of a lot of things recently. Mostly can't say out one.. So, hope to spend my time studying on mid year. I don't want to regret again!!! Someone motivate me thank you =D

Carol♥

2010-04-29T17:32:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow would be the Start of MYE, the English Paper one would be first follow by a short break, after that the Chinese paper one would start. I'm so scare that i would make the same mistake, which is that i won't be able to complete my writing. My hand writing is not nice, but the problem is i just can't write fast. The more fast, the more correction tape will be wasted. I just hate this, how i wish i could have neat hand writing and write more faster... God Bless me, my handwriting, pen, correction tape and lastly the most important... MYE!!!

Carol♥

2010-04-27T15:43:00.003+08:00

School is fine today, but i was wrong to admit to 'her' that I'm writhing about her. I broke my own promise to myself. Feel like locking blog, so that I can hide from all those feedback. Worse of all.. my tag box was empty! I mean.. yesterday? No one tag me.. when I'm feeling down. Maybe I'm not worth for a tag.. Or in good side, they are too busy to tag? I don't care any more. I just know that someone worth it more then I do. I hate myself for being so stupid too really write how i really feel, i felt retarded doing so. I should know I have nobody to complain to but if i have offended other people, sure someone will be there for them and lend a listening ear. I really wish that nothing anymore will ever hurt me. Never..ever...anymore.

Carol♥

2010-04-26T19:09:00.003+08:00

I want to thanks Hui Lin, Sarah, Jia Hui & Aaron for making me laugh today. =) Lol.. Truly thanks. Sometimes it is hard to find someone to make you laugh, and sometimes.. It happen just so suddenly and you like it! Lol.. except the bully part from Aaron.
Okay now, to the sad part....
I never know why 'she' would ever say that, maybe 'she' is just saying that my attitude had changed to make me feel better. In fact in 'her' mind, I'm still the person who is going to talk back about someone when he/she is not around. I'm disappointed to hear that, even though it is not obvious, I knew it. The tone of 'hers'.. I hope that she won't mind i writing this, cause i really hope that I'm not going to keep everything to myself when i got a blog. In fact, I hope she never know I'm talking about her. Maybe I hope that I never had knew her nor seen her.

Carol♥

2010-04-25T15:05:00.003+08:00

I'm happy that I had the chance to go for the interview. But.. Knowing that some of my friends wanted to go to China yet their parents do not agreed, I felt a little sad for them.
It is really sad and angry when you really hope to go to some places, everything is so wonderful, and happy.. Till your parent disagreed. I can understand how they felt, cause I did failed to get what I wanted before. But, There are lots of other chance in the future! Cheer Up friends! =D You could get what you want some days, believe in yourself.. And Me! =) Maybe.. At the very last Minute, You could change your parents mind! All The Best! ;D Be Happy =D

Carol♥

2010-04-24T20:17:00.002+08:00

Hehe.. Today went to do Art IPW project. Guess what I did? Slack! Not really lar.. I so guai =D I help a little then spend most of my time playing and eating.. Muhaha...
Then about 6 something then went home. The work not complete yet, but almost lar. What I could say is my team mates works really hard ;) Especially Adilah! She is the one doing most of the work. Claps for her, really I can't tahan. Everything goes well today, still worrying about the Kunming thing, ahh.. God, I really want to pass the interview!

Carol♥

2010-04-23T20:13:00.003+08:00

Today, I went for the China (Kunming) interview... I was very scared at first, but when knowing that there is only one teacher to interview you.. It don't sound so scary anymore. The interview out of the sudden changed into the topic of my brother ._. Cause the teacher saw his name on my paper and was shocked to know that he was my brother, in the end.. the topic changed back.. Lol. I really hope i could pass this interview =D I really want to go to China! God Bless Me =D

Carol♥

2010-04-22T17:53:00.003+08:00

Today was a good day =D Cause nothing really bad happened... I like the history remedial today, it was enjoyable, Lol. Mid year exams coming.. I keep telling myself must work hard, must work really really hard.. In the end.. I CAN'T. Yet Effort and hard work is the only way to SUCCESS.. But i just can't take any step.. I scare got red ants on the way... Kidding, Anyway.. I will try .. Don't say i never try ehh seatmate. I put in 20% hard work first.. If really works.. I put in more effort.. Lol.. 4D also like that de.. If won first prize, of course buy more mah.. more chance =D Lastly.. JESSICA REALLY VERY CHIO Leh... ;D

Carol♥

2010-04-21T19:46:00.001+08:00

Hui Lin, Yong Yee, Jie Ying & Jia Hui...

JESSICA CHIO BU =D Yuri... Hais.. Few more years later bah =)

A New Year ! ♥

2010-04-21T19:35:00.002+08:00

The is a brand new year for me, something bad happened but something good did happened too =D Sometimes I will still miss some moments in the past, btw, who won't?
I got new friends even though haven change class. And i had new seating arrangement and this is the second one i got for this year, not because i talkative ehh. Hoping to get back my MT class test soon.. So.. Lastly... Huang Lao Shi, Please Mark faster! =D

Carol♥

2009-09-10T13:35:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I went out with Hui Lin and Yasmine, I didn't know that going out with then was so fun. I though it is just going to be as boring as studying, eating and walking.Yet after all we did study, we did eat and we did walk but truly it is my first time being happy to enjoy myself spending money with them. No matter in what way and it is the first time that I can forget all about where i am and what time it is.I really enjoy myself playing with them in Timezone and redeem prizes to share it among us. Truly it is my first time redeeming prize in Timezone but in a way that all of us felt happy. I really enjoyed my time with them, thanks Hui Lin And Yasmine, you two make my day happy =)